skyscraper

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence as it’s ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There’s nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I’m standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I’m gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear
Yeah, oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it’s a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You’ll never kn…

You’ll never know how hard she’d to cry alone and having sleepless nights , you’ll never know how broken she was for the pain you’d cause her . She’s maybe smiling right now but that doesn’t mean she’s really happy

broken heart

Awak…

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Awak boleh cakap yg saya dah berubah,dah tak sayangkan awak sedangkan hakikatnya saya masih diri saya yg dulu.Perasaan saya tak pernah berubah.Saya tak nak sbb kan benda remeh macam ni kita jadi mcm ni.Walau mcm mana sakit pun hati saya,saya tetap terima apa apa pun anggapan awk terhadap saya.Saya diam bukan sbb saya mengalah,atau dah putus asa.Tapi saya cuba nak kawal diri drpd marah awk.

Awak masih ragu-ragu dengan saya ? Maaf .. sebab saya tak tahu apa lagi yg saya patut buat utk yakinkan awk yg saya setia dgn awk je.Maaf sbb saya tak pandai nak tunjuk kasih sayang saya dekat awk. Saya tak cukup berusaha utk jadi yg terbaik utk awak..Maaf.Saya takkan cari salah awak.Sebab saya rasa awk tak buat apa-apa salah dekat saya.

Awak terlalu baik untuk saya dan saya cukup bernasib baik ada awk dlm hidup saya.Terima kasih sbb selalu sabar dgn sikap ‘degil’ saya.Saya tak marahkan awk pun,cuma saya penat..cukup la macam-macam benda saya lalui untuk beberapa hari ni.Saya tak mengharap simpati awk tp boleh awak cuba faham kalau tiba-tiba saya jd mcm ni.Awak patut tahu nak buat apa,awak patut tahu nak cari saya dekat mana.Saya tak perlu ckp apa-apa sbb saya rasa awak boleh faham keadaan saya sekarang.

Tapi saya taknak susahkan awak.Terpulang.Sebab kalau ikutkan saya lebih suka lupakan benda remeh ni.Sekali lagi saya nak minta maaf ats salah silap saya,kalau ada kata-kata saya buat awak terasa hati.Maaf sayang.

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Life.

I’ll be missing him so bad when tomorrow he’ll be off with his family for a vacation and I’m busy with my driving lessons.Things aren’t like how I’ve expected it would be.But then maybe there’s a reason behind it.However,I’m still looking forward on our second date.Hope there will be a chance for both of us.Just a twist of fate.

He’s gonna be superb busy next year with his exam preparations and yeah still got no clue for what’s gonna happen to me.To be honest,I’m sometimes afraid of growing older.Afraid of having new things in life,sudden changes.And how am I going to adapt to those situations.Being an adult is no joke,and having huge responsibilities are what I’m worried most.I’m scared that I just can’t make it through.

Since I’m the eldest among my siblings.Of course I’m worried.I mean,the future.Sometimes,I pictured it myself as a nightmare.How can a typical girl like me carry such huge task of my life ? I’ve no clue but just a big question mark left in my head.